2008年1月25日 星期五

in the deep




if i could, i will dye the world with deep blue.
it's a little triste but also a little cheerful.
it's the colour of enternal summer
that stands for freedom, youth, sweetness, and sourness....
though finally we're getting old like paper photos inevitably fading,
thousand times of bright moments won't dim.
'cause it's the memory--the flash of time,
albeit tempus fugit.

2008年1月22日 星期二

bookishness

To be "gay," I think, is not to identify with the psychological traits and the visible masks of the homosexual, but to try to define and develop a way of life. (207)

Foucault, Michel. "Friendship as a Way of Life." Foucault Live: (Interviews, 1966-84). Trans. John Johnston. Ed. Sylvere Lotringer. New York: Semiotext(e), 1989. 203-210.

2008年1月1日 星期二

Plans for the Year of 2008

01. decide the theme for the thesis, develop the possible thinking processes and logic. Research the published thesis about my theme. Collect the bibliography.

02. have a routine daily life; i.e. sleep early and get up early.

03. finish reading the language learning materials in my bookshelf. (about 20 ones in English and 3 ones in français) try to build up 50 new vocabulary in eng and 10 in fr. per day.

04. have the TOEFL test in summer vacation. target is 109-111 iBT. (= 630-640 pBT) or TOEIC: target is 850-900.

05. read 40 books extra, including some architecture history, art history (focus on modern fine art), and music history. (4 books per week)

06. be able to do the freestyle that covers the distance of 1 km.

07. be able to do the butterfly: correct actions, and exercise. The aim is 50 meters.

08. add 10 kgs body weight. two phases: 1st, add 5 kgs from January to June. 2nd, add another 5 kgs from July to December.

09. bodybuilding. two phases: 1st, from B- to B during Jan. to Jun.
2nd, from B to B+ during Jul. to Dec.

10. writing exercise:
a. literal writing: novels, poems, and prose....
b. academic writing.
c. comments on books, music, social issues....

11. understand the traveling stuff: its publication (linking to the academic field.)

12. basic knowledge about history and geography of Taiwan/China/Europe/America.

13. read books about photography: its history, skill, critiques, and its master.

* summer plans
14. bike riding around Formosa in summer vacation.
make plans: the route, spots, hostels, and vigor training.

15. understand the same-sex marriage in Canada, Sweden, Norway, Denmark, Finland, German, Swiss, Netherlands, France, Britain.

16. understand information about studying and part-time work in Australia, England. and France. (the tesol in Au. and Br. and the social research in fr.)

* career information
01. language tests date collection: TOEFL, IELTS, TOEIC, GEPT, DELF.

02. public servants' tests data collection.

03. teacher's education.

04. tour guide license.

05. pilot.

06. tesol.

07. tcsl.

08. dixxxxxx.

* things want to get or to do
01. a MTB.
02. a laptop.
03. a thick 24 k gold necklace.
04. get back my normal facial skin and have a shaven head that matches my single eyelid by summer.

Footnotes:
In the very beginning of every new year I am always ambitious to make new plans. Though most of plans are made in vain and I rarely reach the goal…. Well, it's just some kind of encouragement for me. Again, après, nous ne savons jamais..., but I believe if there are few parts in life that can be controlled, I should seize them.

For last year I thank my aunt, cousins, Flora, Zide, Kai, Zu, Chi, Chu, Bobo, and Ivy. My aunt never understands what I study, but she always supports me. Cousins share their feelings to me. Flora is my school sibling in high school, university, and right now in graduate school. I know her nothing. She doesn’t decide to show me her inner side; neither do I. But she does save me two times in the turning points. Zide is my teacher in university. He is busy, but he is always willing to give me some time and encourage me in writing. Kai is ex-bf; he loved me though it passed. Zu, Chi, and Chu are my teachers right now. I am not so good at presenting myself, but they give me the chance I need. Bobo is a new friend. I cherish the time we go swimming together; on the way to "frog" pool, I like the small talk from nonsense to art stuff…. Ivy was a teacher and now is my classmate. I like her consideration and enthusiasm though I have to turn down her interest in me.

This year I have to switch into high gear.