Français

Tomorrow is the beginning of the French course. When I was a sophomore, I've learned it. Unfortunately, I mess it up! After five or six years, the chance of learning French comes upon me again. A little nervous am I. After all, it's not as easy as learning English—the terrible inflection and tense. From some assumptive theory of language acquisition, I am also out of the age of learning languages "naturally". Any away, it might be the last chance I could get. I hope I won't mess it up again.

terrible tuesday

today i rode my bike to school, but i walked home.
my bicycle was left at school on purpose.
i walked home because i'd like to gain more time to get rid of books.
my mood need enlivening.

it's frustrating that i spent a whole day in the library to read a chapter of my textbook, but what i got is NOTHING
nothing! i couldn't believe that but it took me a whole day!!!
after reading, i could not get the author's points.
the worse is that i have to report tomorrow.
i dunno why it's so difficult for me to read the materials right now?
it was a piece of cake when i was an undergraduate.
but no one can help me, except myself.

tuesday!tuesday!!
it's coming again and i'm dying again.
just be brave! on wednesday i will revive again. sigh~

science of love

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最近天氣非常舒服，讓我想在學校外面晃一整天，
逗弄校犬、懶懶地坐在路邊曬太陽，不想去圖書館或研究室，
有點陽光、不太熱、乾爽的天氣，真是棒。

因為感冒，一陣子沒去游泳，
昨天去游發現體力退步很多，最後還有點抽筋，誠彼娘之非悅。
游完去青蛙書店，想用那邊的電腦查一下書，
無奈Mac電腦，不會用...
我想我被MS系統制約地一踏糊塗~
很挫敗地離開書店，然後跑去夜市吃東西--
鹹豆漿，還蠻好吃的，可是長得很像ㄆ一ㄣ，
反正還吃了蛋餅夾油條(in fact, 我是想點燒餅夾油條)
但是不知是我口誤還是她聽錯，端來蛋餅夾油條時我都覺得神奇，
反正將就吃....她都做得出來(強~)

之前禮拜三在學校看了一部電影--紅汽球之戀，
真是一部令人不舒服的電影，電影裡談愛情與道德；
science of love，其實我極端想過這個問題，覺得思想被作者剽竊。
不管怎樣，電影裡面有一句話說得不錯：一般人是不需要science of love。
當我們對愛的命題去做抽象思考，常常得到的只是令人挫折的答案。
a)或者愛應該是存在實體界？不應該用形上學去思考實體界。
b)又或者這只是駝鳥心態？用來逃避science of love的殘酷事實。

研究小間

我的研究小間...一直沒去用。
因為之前學長姊堆在那邊的東西實在太多了
不知道到她/他底要不要~
讓我非常困擾...

今天終於去把他/她的東西打包..一大袋放在桌子上。
我想用這個桌子之前的人應該是女生...
抽屜裡面的收藏...非常豐富

從民進黨的文宣帽、家教的英文作業、綠茶包、網球、腳踏車打氣機、
口紅、餅乾、鉛筆、蜜豆奶....應有盡有
最離譜的是....我發現一只奶罩，深紫色、後釦式、B cup

學姊，是唸書時習慣把bra脫下來比較舒服嗎？
但是....也應該記得帶回家洗吧~

苦難

我想，
人類心靈的苦難，
源自意志與表象之間的衝突。

意志、表象之間不可修補的斷裂，
撕裂人的統整性，
身體裡的野獸誕生於茲，在此牠獲得養料，
壯大到意識無法否定牠的存在。並畏懼牠。